vivek sekar

25 years have come by and each day , week, month and year has been a change.

but this time around, its a change in my address

25 years, and close to 20 changes in my address, some within a city, some to new cities, and some to new countries.

now i demand change for i am used to this, and without this change the monotonous life seems even more monotonous and ordered.

but for the last few times, the change is not surprising, for its only me who is been changing places, while my family sits in the same place. and i am aware of the impending change coming, because i decide on it.

i miss the feeling of not being able to grieve for what i will miss and for what i am missing. i miss the feeling of knowing about the change only in the last minute and going to a new place without any idea about what to expect. i partially miss the nervousness about meeting new friends and people that i meet in the new places, for now i am in place where social contact is reserved by right