vivek sekar

December 6, 2008

connected

Filed under: Thoughts, Travel — Tags: , — vivek @ 5:39 pm

its been a 4 days of waiting for the net connection at home, and the recent rains did not help. i am online now and leaving out a post in draft state this will be a the first post after coming back home. this post sounds familiar one of the first posts, where i blogged about having got a broadband connection for the first time, 256bkps unlimited

a big decision day is coming up this monday, something that will have some amount of changes coming my  way. details on monday. till then i will try to get the draft published once the content is put in place.

We are, if anything, creatures of habit - Drawn to the safety and comfort of the familiar.

But what happens when the familiar becomes unsafe? When the fear that we have desperately been trying to avoid finds us where we live. — Heroes S01E09

October 27, 2008

away

Filed under: Thoughts, Travel — Tags: , , , — vivek @ 12:36 am

its a known fact that one is close to 6000 km away from home. the arrival here was with the knowledge that one is going to stay away from home for a certain duration.
with all this as a known, why is it that there is still this feeling of making this place like home? so as to avoid the level of distance that is actually physically there?

Why expect to be home when you are not home?

I always try to stick to

“i hate the feeling of being at home, when i am travelling or away from home”.

“yeh joh des hai” from swades becomes the anthem, all the words from the song seem to relate and feel more meaningful.
somehow married Indian men become so heavily dependent on their wife, that they forget how to live a basic life for survival. i think the survival instinct is lost or may be they have become slaves, even though considering that they might be treating their other half like one.
Ashutosh Gowariker could not have gotten ‘the village elders’ and mohan’s talk about the cultural differences more spot on, dialogues from the movie seem to be allusively used in many instances.

i was planning to title this as ‘home’ but somehow decided not to since i value the word, and did not want to waste the title for this.

the road to understanding that home is some distance away might be long, but its more about how fast you want to travel it and understand it that seems to be a bigger question.

July 14, 2008

a little metal shell 01

Filed under: Thoughts, Travel — Tags: , , , — vivek @ 9:51 am

we pull over next to a cruise ship and head to the info center. outside i eye the window for the various activities and i find a poster with a puffin, i am confused and bewildered by seeing it. Gjesvaer a port village 21 kms deviation on the way to Nordkapp, had a ferry running to a near by island housing the puffin’s and other sea bird colonies. After a quick dash lunch, we head towards Gjesvaer. driving on i am a little apprehensive of the gravel littered road and take it slow and easy, thanks to a car that over took us on the way, i gain some confidence and slowly push my comfort boundaries. some distance into the drive the turns are handled with typical ease but then the back gives away, i correct it and the realize that the tires are not meant for this road.

sun rays thumb

the light of god is shining over the fjords across the sea, a short trip towards the island and we get the first glimpse of the sea birds. a dull cloudy day does not help my and camera’s cause - set to full ISO and armed with a 300mm zoom lense, i get only blurred out images of the birds as they fly past. the ferry encircles the island as we head into the open seas, we are caught up in a swell between the calm and violent waters and the ferry goes on a roller coaster ride. we spotted puffins, cormorants, seals, white tailed eagle, black razorbills, kittiwakes, storm petrels and head back to shore.

puffin

on the way after some time in the arctic tundra, we head to Nordkapp. the road gets wider, but the side railing vanishes and the gap between road and the edge reduce. a small detour before Nordkapp by foot we head to the top of a mountain adjoining Nordkapp and get a view without much of the crowd and then get into Nordkapp, a nice touristic and consumer friendly spot. the whole of Europe is behind my ass :P at the supposedly northern most point of Europe. standing at the northern most point does not make an impact as much as the cliffs and the sea make an impact on me.

to help get my perspective right, i over hear a guy talking in Italian (thanks to the Italian movies and some long ago learning my brother had in Italian ) . the tone makes it clear for me, he is talking to his loved ones (his wife i am guessing).

I am in Nordkapp! we have reached the northern most point! i love you!

then one by one each biker takes a photo of himself standing in front of the globe, drinking scotch and a victory cigar. barely able to conceal their excitement of having successfully made a trip. Arun offers to help out with taking the photos but they decline and then as the talk continues. ‘They’ are from Florence (if i remember it right) and have driven on their bike’s all the.

i am all but a inconsequential spec, holding onto my dreams to guide me thourgh all things present and unpresent.

ladybug thumb

seeing the mid night sun seemed very unrealistic and so we headed out back.

sunrise thumb

a short refreshing nap at Porsangermoen in the early hours, its destination Rovaniemi. a slow and gradual transistion from the undualting plains to the flat plains, from the snaking roads to straight roads. witnessing the natural beauty by the lake sides as we are way ahead of schedule in reaching Rovaniemi, we make forceful stops just to appreciate and photogrpah.

flower thumb

another journey comes to an end, another addition to one of the innumerable journeys spent inside a little metal shell.

July 7, 2008

a little metal shell

Filed under: Thoughts, Travel — Tags: , , , , , , , — vivek @ 12:02 pm

we got off the train and got the keys to the car we had booked and headed into the car and were ready to set off to the northern reaches, all this time, a east asian couple were busy photographing themselves against the backdrop of the railway station and the train. how much love they had for portrait photography :)

after some time of trying to find a place to have breakfast, for which the petrol bunk served the purpose of half filling us up. with some crunchies, biscuits, energy drinks and fire wood we headed out on route 79. bordering the Swedish territory we approached the Norwegian side, and as a wake up call a family of reindeer’s appeared from the bushes and gardens on the highway side. hard on the brakes and some honking later they cleared off. reminding quite a bit about the bus journeys i had from home to college through the cattle infested :) old mahabalipuram highway.

approaching the Norwegian territory the landscape started to get a little undulating and added some character to itself from the flat planes in Finland, long straight stretches of highway clearly highlighting the undulating topography. a few kilometers into Norway we took a break for some half cooked bread and salsa mix, followed by some male demarcation of territory next to a lake. compared to the landscapes surrounding us the weather was very dull and monotonous - cloud cover with drizzle at times.

from undulating plains came small hillocks, from there onto hills, ravines, crumbling mountain ranges and finally the famed Norwegian Fjords. but uncharacteristically, the northern Norwegian Fjords were more of the crumbling old age version of than those i had seen in the mid Norwegian areas, vegetation was more bare and limited to moss and a few scrubs but predominantly loose gravel.

we entered Alta right in time for lunch, after some information kiosk raiding and  pizza’s we were ready for a planned trek to some mountain nearby. but then a little challenge of cycling became into a proper - rent a bike, strap on your gears and lets head to a famed trekking route. this impromptu plan was on track, with the bicycles all ready we started to a nearby dam 45 kms from Alta, which had a good trekking route. not knowing the route and over estimating over capabilities we rode out of town, and in the outskirts itself we faced difficulty getting up a steep slope without stopping. the road was flat for a bit and helped in keeping our spirits in check after the bad blow the first steep slope had. slowly the road became mountainous and more steep which also meant we would get great down slopes to ride on, but the going up a slope was becoming a major hassle.

not wanting to give up, i put in all and was pushing on. blood was pumping hard and fast, but a long stretch of slope had me accept defeat, eye’s fully bloodied by the exertion and stress. it took 15km of arduous riding before giving up.

But it was a beautiful place to give up, a small secluded bay reaching inwards between two mountain to the sides (Fjords) with another mountain backing up and a waterfall flowing into this bay.

fjords thumb

a spectacle to behold!

after some refilling of the water bottle at a local household and some ramblings about setting up tent, we decided to go down the road and find a public entry point to the bay. after some confirmation with the locals we headed down into the bay. we had our slice of heaven to relish on a cold, windy and damp day. first up we started a fire, since most of my friends were thinking of getting bath in the waterfall. after testing the waters - very cold would be a understatement , they decidedly came back and got busy with getting firewood for the camp fire we had started.

the night just passed like any other usual day, it being as bright as it was during noon. midnight sun on a cloudy day, may be.

after an hour of loitering around after waking up, it was back on the bicycles for us and to Alta. on the way back i stopped once to push the bicycle up hill and afterwards set a personal challenge of not getting down till i reached the car park, i went about getting to the car park without having stopped. the physical exertion was again visible by the blood flow in the body and i was all fired up. sitting on the car seat was like heating up my ass in a stove at most times as we were headed to Honinsvag skipping Hammerfest all together due to time constraints.

and again close to lunch we were at Honinsvag closing in on the northern most point in Europe. the rest to follow.

sunrise thumb

all the while inside a little metal shell :)

July 1, 2008

dreamland

Filed under: Thoughts, Travel — Tags: , , , , — vivek @ 12:23 pm

half reclined in my seat as the train comes to a halt in Tampere, the sun shines into my eyes and gets me out of a limbo sleep i was having.

he comes in drowned in sleep, carried by his dad. a comforting little teddy is placed next to his hands as his dad tries to sit without causing too much disturbance to wake him up. its close to mid night as the sun hovers along the horizon, after a 30 minute stop the train starts towards Rovaniemi. as the train picks up speed, he squiggles and wiggles on his dad’s chest and thanks to the loud people around the smoking area he comes out of his slumber. expectedly he is upset and calls out for mom, who is seated just behind where he is.

with a well known embrace, he rests his head at mom’s chest while he is comforted and settles down - the simple warmth of being with mom never seems to cease. but his frustrations are more than visible as the voices continue to linger around. he slowly slips himself from mom’s grip into the floor below and unable to show his restlessness he moves around in the floor aimlessly, before letting out a cry.

mom gets all worried, lifts him and starts cajoling and coaxing him into sleep. but he is determined not to sleep that easily, even though his continuous yawning show otherwise. the slow swinging around in mom’s hands quietens him down and he get into looking at all the passengers seated in the vicinity. while still putting a small little wrestle in his mom’s hand, adjusting himself to be able to see around. its still not the ideal settings for him to get back to his dreamland, as people are making merry by the smoking area.

so dad comes up and takes over, this time in long slow and gentle swings he gets him to slowly lose himself to the soothing feel and his heavy eyes teasingly come close and yet he opens them in full determination to let out his complete anger from not being allowed to continue his sleep.  but then tiredness takes control and soon his determination vanishes as his eye lids touch and sleep takes over.

with a face expressing peace tranquility contentment, he hugs his teddy and is back in his good old dreamland.

June 25, 2008

inconsequential spec

Filed under: Thoughts, Travel — Tags: , , — vivek @ 2:44 pm

standing on the edge of a cliff at the supposedly northern most point of Europe. on a bleak dull hazy and cloudy day with eyes pointed towards the north looking out into the open oceans, i am reminded about a inconsequential spec.

a spec traveling the distances for what ?
for the dreams, because i am poor and its only dreams that provide me with all the wealth.

under presence of the elements (natural/unnatural), i have only dreams to move me forward.  dreams that i have long nourished and a dreams that just popped up in between in the years spent, waiting for a time when they will be cherished. and in an attempt to reach the dreams certain actions will be made and these will in time bear their own fruits. fruits which might be sweet or sour.

long road thumb

but sure the fruits will be plucked and related to as food for thought. something like chaos theory … but finding the true cause ….. not all ‘things’ happen for a reason …… instead we hold on to ‘things’ to relate to and place a reason for the occurrence.

Older Posts »

Powered by WordPress